♥ Thursday, February 28, 2013
No Longer A Little Girl
So I am now officially 21 years old. Can you believe it? Time flies so fast. My parents' youngest child at home is now no longer a little girl anymore. Although my family were not with me this birthday, but I had a really really great one.
Actually I thought there would not be anything special for this birthday. Just a very simple and quiet one. But I was totally wrong... Let me story to you what happened for this special day.
I actually had a movie date with some of my friends in the afternoon but it was cancelled in the end. So one of them, Gene, said she will be coming to my place to accompany me since we didn't have any classes. Birthday wish is always the most important thing to me on my birthday. I went out early in the morning to the Carrefour hypermarket to get myself a small piece of cake. But sadly, I couldn't find any normal birthday candles at all. I had to rush home for the gas delivery in the afternoon as well so I had no choice but to go home disappointedly. I was really kinda down that time and kept asking God why...
Around 1PM, Gene called me and said the security guard won't let her in so she asked me to go down to bring her in. I felt funny at the very first place but didn't think much because there was news about stricter securities in the future so I thought it started already. But when I was in the lift, I started to feel something strange. I started to doubt whether it's true or not or is there any plan going on?? When I was about to reach the swimming pool, I saw two Uni friends who I am not very close with. I wasn't thinking much still until I accidentally saw another friend who is with the same group as Gene. They live at Vista C while I am at Vista B. They were having classes that day so it's impossible to see them here around that time. So I sensed something was going on...
When I was at the swimming pool already, OMG!! A whole big group of friends started to sing me a birthday song while me, with the ugly and super casual look walked slowly toward them. I didn't expect such a big group man! They were all having class at 1.30PM. Imagine how rush it was for them! I don't know how to describe my feeling for it. I feel very special? They were my classmates during short semester and we were close during that period only. Some of them are only a hi-bye friend now. But then... yeah.
This is the organizer of everything together with Gene!! Really speechless but thank him a lot for calling so many people to throw me a surprise too!
After everyone left, Gene followed me home and around 2PM, she brought me out for late lunch. We went to have steamboat! Cool or not?
The food is nice but I felt damn fat after eating so full. By the time we finished, it was around 4PM already. We then went to The Store to bought some stuffs. Gene said she wanna buy me bra as present. I said no. Then she said sleepwear. But didn't find any that I want. After that we went to Carrefour again. I went to buy my key necklace as mummy said I can have one. Then Gene said 21 years old must have something unusual, so we bought alcohols back home to drink.
Mummy said why didn't you go for a gold necklace. I didn't know I was allowed to choose an expensive one. But she said I have already bought it so yeah. I should have asked clearly. LOL
Look at her red face!! Weak ass! HAHAHA She will kill me for this "nice" photo. Anyway, We got home at around 6PM and was then non-stop playing with camera apps. I think around 7.30PM like that, a guy appeared in front of my door and asked whether I am Senny Hui. He was holding a big birthday cake box! He said this cake is delivered to me by my friends. I have totally no idea who gave me that at all. I just went to open my door...
Suddenly three of my friends jumped out and sang birthday song to me! Oh goshhh... Damn surprised man! Gene knew everything!!! No wonder she still didn't wanna go back home yet. I was so speechless once again but feeling extremely thankful!
Homemade cheesecake by my friend! Touched or not? First time someone self-made a birthday cake for me! Oh my... Sweet die!
So altogether I have total 3 surprises this year for my birthday. One in Brunei and two in KL. This is my first time having surprise attacks! The most important is I never thought my KL friends will prepare so much for me as most of them are still not that close to me. We just knew each other for about half year... I am really so thankful for this blessed birthday! They made it so special for me! I am so grateful for everything they did! I have no idea how to thank them in words anymore but I really really thank them a lot for everything! I love all of them so much!! Thank you Jesus for everything! :')
Love Hui ♥
♥ Saturday, February 23, 2013
Feelings
I have been back to KL for a few days now and I guess I am still missing the times back in Brunei quite a lot. I thought of many things today. I feel blessed and loved. People said you are lucky enough to have one close friend but I guess I have many more than one. I am really really very lucky to have them in my life to support me during my hard times.
During this holiday in Brunei, I realized how many people actually care and know about me so well. Maybe even more than myself? I am sick and I know how many people are worrying. They are actually the best medicine for me. I laughed a lot, true happiness.
I guess no one ever thought that I will really have the chance to go overseas to further my studies. Not even myself. Sometimes I am wondering how does it feel like having a family member out of the country for studies. But one thing that I am definitely sure, my leaving to another piece of land to study has actually strengthened my family bonding. The way we talk and the way we interact is not the same as before. We are brought even more closer.
I feel myself actually important. I feel how important I am to some of them. I am not an extra, I am not alone. Whenever I am not okay, there will be so many people willing to be there for me. I did mistakes, I am very very imperfect. But there will still be someone who is willing to accept my everything.
I guess you all know who you are, I don't wanna mention it. Just thank you very much for staying in my life, being part of my life and happiness, and for loving me unconditionally. I love you all very very much as well. I will fight hard for my life no matter how hard will it be I promise.
Love Hui ♥
♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2013
我是谁我是谁我是谁
我是誰 你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰 總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰 是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰 只有不是自己才安全
為什麼 你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼 你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼 這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼 到底做錯了什麼
朋友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑 笑 笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在
你想要的很 很 很簡單
不過就是最普通的 的 的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看
無論他們又說什麼 閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我 沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼 小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful
會不會 上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會 是故意整你不是不小心
會不會 你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會 堅持要做自己太危險
憑什麼 難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼 先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼 只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼 隨便就把人定罪
我是誰 這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰 誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰 我是誰我是誰
我就是我你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗
The song lyrics is just too awesome to be shared. :)))
Love Hui ♥
