Baby Lover

Today is the advanced full moon celebration for my 2nd brother's little daughter. The actual day is on 23rd. She is sooooooo cute and I love hugging her. So soft. I really love baby so so much that I seriously hope to have one myself VERY VERY soon but too bad, it's impossible...

Hui Jia (沬嘉）was sleeping soundly for the whole afternoon. How sweet... 希望宝宝快高长大，健健康康，是个活泼开朗的小公主。God bless her.

Love Hui ♥

Unexpected Fun!

It's 2AM right now and I'm here to blog. Hah, not very tired yet even though I didn't have enough sleep yesterday. Just don't feel like going to bed yet. Anyway, let's talk about my Tuesday night.

I had a small gathering at my office with the gang of my sister's friends. Actually it was planned to be a big one but many of them turned out to be not able to come at the very last minute. Before that, I didn't feel excited or looking forward to it. Instead, I was kind of tired and felt like staying at home and rest that day.

I ate only a little I don't know why. Maybe because I'm sick so my appetite is affected? I have no idea. Everything was normal and nothing special until they started drinking. Yes! Teacher took out his 4litres alcohol which had been in his cupboard for a long time. Believe it or not, 8 people finished the whole big bottle of 4litres strong alcohol. The night was really crazy. It's the first time I drank so much until I was a bit dizzy. 有一点轻飘飘的感觉。They were all so hardcore except for my sister I guess?

Because of some personnel reason, I can't get myself drunk so I was very careful in drinking. At least I have to know what's happening and what am I doing. Nobody got drunk very seriously but there were some who kept going to the toilet and vomit. Honestly, I wish I could be drunk. It's kinda tired to stay so clear all the time you know? Anyway, we had disco lights filling the room, out of pitch karaoke-ing, photos taking, bla bla bla.

All I want to say is... I really had a very great great night. The happiness is true and memorable. Something I will remember in my mind, something I will be missing in the future. I have already forgotten when was the last time I had some much fun like this. That's what we called a real party!! Really hope I will be having such crazy times again and again in the future. I thank God for the night. Photos to be uploaded to Facebook real soon I think. That's all.

Love Hui ♥

心中的问号

一切是否就快要结束了？
所有的事都将越来越好吗？
我没事了。是真的吗？

我真的可以再次不败地努力吗？
我做得到吗？
我能继续撑下去吗？

为什么是我？
为什么不是我？
我已经是平凡中的平凡了。
为什么要把我仅有的自信心也抽走呢？
为什么对我那么残忍呢？
您知不知道我真的很累，很辛苦呢？
到底有谁可以真正体会我的心情呢？

看到我如此悲观，你们应该很讨厌我吧？
这个世界好讽刺。

Love Hui ♥