I Never Told You



I am seriously in love with this song now. I have been listening to it non stop since yesterday and still not tired of it yet. It gives me a mixed up of sweet and bitter feelings inside.

Not feeling so well today so not going to say much.

Love Hui ♥

Black Friday

I had my IELTS speaking test on Friday the 13th!! I am a very sensitive person. But I know if you believe it, it'll happen. But if you don't. it's nothing at all. So I kept asking myself not to think of it and just do my best.

As usual I arrived at my office at 1oAM and waiting my sister them to pick me up at 11AM as I need to be there at 11:15AM. But they were late!!!! When I reached Kiarong, I went down the car and rushed to the exam room before the car found the parking. After done registration, exam started right away. The examiner was already waiting for me. It was an angmoh lady. Kinda beautiful with big eyes.

The examiner asked me to try to hold my breath before the test started as I was inhaling and exhaling fast enough that time. The test went kinda well except for part 2. The topic asked me to describe something interesting or unusual that I did in my free time recently. But there's nothing and I can't think of anything so I said about my dancing time at the office alone to relieve stress.... bla bla bla.

For part 3, shouldn't it be only 2 to 3 questions? But she asked me hell lots of question. And the topics covered were wild. We talked about computers, foods, and majority about free time. She did ask me about gender roles nowadays as well. There's so many more she asked but I couldn't recall much already.

Anyway she talked to me for a while after the test about my Uni stuffs. I hope everything went well and my results will be okay. Let's wait for 20th May. *pray*

Love Hui ♥

Meditation

Finally went to a doctor for my skin problem in Miri today. I showed the doctor a picture of my skin with the red rashes since my skin is in good condition today. She asked for a urine test at first. Unfortunately, I didn't feel like urinating at all that time. So it was kinda funny and embarrassing at the same time. Plus it was my first time having urine test. LOL

Sister, Danny and mum all waiting me outside the toilet. The nurse asked me to drink some water and tried again after some time. They tested it straight away and the doctor said my urine is clean. Mum asked is it because of my constipation but she said not related. The doctor said it might be due to blood problem so I had my blood test as well. The doctor is good because there's no feeling when she injected the needle into my arm. Report will only be out 2 days later.

She gave me some medicines.

I hope I will remember to take my medicines from today onwards. She gave me cream to apply on my skin as well when I feel itchy. She asked me not to scratch it by hand!!! And she said my skin is VERY DRY and asked me to be careful.

All together the medical fees is RM$165. So expensive!!! Phftt... that's all!

Love Hui ♥

My IELTS and Mother's Day

Yesterday I had my IELTS and how was it? Hmm... Not very good though. For listening, I think I screwed up all MCQs. Never thought the speaker of the section 2 will speak so fast! I was kinda nervous as my heartbeat was loud and fast. I think I am okay only with section 1 and 4. No idea...

For reading, it was a terrible disaster I tell you. I skipped straight to passage two and then back to passage one then only went to passage three for the last 20mintues with many questions blanked for previous passages still . I am advised not to read the whole passage but find the keywords in the question and search for it in the text. I did it and in the end, I read no road for everything. I guess I have blindly answered about a quarter of all questions. No lying. After the reading test, I was so damn down and hopeless. The band score that appeared in my mind that time was 3 or 4. I felt like crying already. I know I could do better if more time are available for me. *sigh*

However, for the writing test, it was okay! I did finish doing both tasks in time although I didn't manage to check my works in the end. Task one was a graph which I prefer more than charts or tables. For task 2, the question is talking about environmental problems. Writing test pulled my hopes back to a point so I was feeling kind of okay after the exam.

I need to thank Danny for teaching me until late at night the day previous and still need to wake up early in the next morning to bring me to the exam place. For the last few days before the exam, I seriously felt stressed and cried for few times. But now, it's finally over and just left with my speaking test now. Have to do well for that. At least I can relax a bit right now.

Today is Mother's Day. It was the second preliminary competition of Stardom Quest as well. So we only can rush home after the competition ended at around 5PM. Had dinner with parents and talked to them for quite a while. I didn't go home for some time already and I really miss my parents!!



Sister and I sang “世上只有妈妈好” for our beloved mummy as well. xD

I used my Romantic Aqua Lens already. Hehe Kinda love it but I wore one eye the other side wrongly on the first day and it was so funny. I was like why was one of the eye so blueish? LOL

Love Hui ♥

This Week...

Hey readers, sorry for not updating much. I don't really have time recently. But I decided to write something tonight.

First of all, about my diet plan. How was it? Well, a week has finally over and I just managed to lose 3kg. Not as I expected but at least I am not that stressed anymore. It was kinda torturing for me since nothing for me to bite for a week. Only drinking. So the first day after my diet plan is to EAT!!

I went to Kaizen for sushi!!
Was craving for rice so much so I had a Chicken Teriyaki Don. I was so happy that I could eat something already. LOL Went for a movie after that with sister and Danny. We had "Thor". The movie was not bad.

On 4th May, I woke up early in the morning for the Government "Best Student Awards" Ceremony. Again, it was sister and Danny who accompanied to go there. I feel a bit sorry because they need to wake up early. Danny was hell so tired and was asleep during the ceremony for few times.

I love the trophy. Very nice! Guess this is the first time for me to get an award from the government. Too bad my mum was not with me.

On the day itself, I accidentally hit my toe and it bleeded.



Anyway, I will be having my IELTS test tomorrow morning. I am hell so stressed and worried about it. I don't think I can do well. Just done one practise test and I did not do well. I missed so many parts for the listening. What should I do? I am freaking worried now. And again, there's no answer key for the tests. How am I going to correct it and knowing my mistakes?

Even after so many preparations, am I really going to get a good marks for it? I seriously doubt it...

God bless me...

Love Hui ♥