I Wish I'm Rich Enough...

There's so many things I wanted to have... One way to relieve stress is to become a shopaholic sometimes. It works for me. Buying all the things you want and boost up your self-confidence a little bit. No matter what, it's still better than eating to relieve stress which in the end making yourself more stressful...

These are some accessories designed by Vanness Wu, the products of 3.V.O.7. Too bad they are all too expensive and I still can't afford to have any right now... Every each of them costs at least several hundred Brunei dollars... I seriously like his designs very much. They are unique and meaningful.

Recently I have just ordered a lot of things from my sister. I have spent about BND$150. Yeah, in one go!! How awesome I am eh? My mum will kill me for sure if she knew about it. The only bad thing about relieve stress in this way is just BIG expenses but I still prefer this rather than eating...

I will start my diet only after this week I guess. I'll give myself about 3 months time to lose weight. I have to keep my determination strong. I don't have much confident that I can do it but I have to believe in myself first before anything. It seems like everyone has lose their weights and I'm still gaining. I feel so sad and useless... Sigh... Oh God... please give me the strength to do this...

Honestly, I really hope there's someone who can keep insulting me and scolding me whenever I can't stop eating and being so lazy to do exercises and so on. Too bad, there's no one... Mum keep asking me to diet also. She wants me to be pretty enough so that she doesn't need to worry nobody wants me one day I guess... LOL My mum is just so unique and weird like I am sometimes. She hopes I could fit in all those pretty clothing. I know it because she was so happy last time seeing me being so slim that time... Aww... I miss my body shape. haha I have to remember what all my friends have been telling me and always remember my mum during diet time I guess. Wish me luck people. God bless us all.

Love Hui ♥

Coffee Bean Official Opening

Last Sunday I went to the official opening ceremony of Gadong Coffee Bean. Kinda a lot of people. Nice food and drinks. Too bad no chairs to sit. One more thing, I was not feeling well that time so after the event, we went to buy some fruits and groceries and back home straight. I got a coffee bean T-shirt, a coffee bean cup and two vouchers. There's two colour for the shirt: brown and white. At first, I got a brown one, S size. It is hell so small like for kid. I think they underestimate my size. So I requested for a change. They gave me M size white colour after that. It is okay but a bit too fit for me. Guess I should ask for L size that time but oh well, let's lose some weights then. LOL




You wouldn't mind right? Since it has been some time already since I last posted a vain photo of myself here. haha I'm still the vain Queen!!! LOL

That's all.

Love Hui ♥

Making It Alive...

My blog had been dead for a while and I decided to make it alive once again. I had took a week off last week to go home and have a long rest, at the same time, meeting my old friends. I guess I have great times with them but also had a lot of hard time during this week of holiday.

Anyway, I finally started to drive alone, without anyone assisting me beside anymore. Driving is still as creepy as before especially when there's too many cars and when I don't know the area well. However, I found driving fun. Although tiring sometimes, it's cool that I dare to drive myself now.

I went for a job interview last Saturday but well, I'm not going to accept the offer. Don't think I will like it and don't think it suits me as well. So yeah, I guess I will still be working at the same place for another half year time. I hope everything will be fine. But to be honest, I feel kinda boring by doing the same things everyday. Waking up at the same time everyday and so on... But I need money and that's life. Just get used to it.

I was actually following a diet progamme for one week time last week but failed to finish it. And now I have broken my own weight record. The fattest right now!!! Oh my God!!! The problem is I am still not controlling it at all. I still ate a lot today until I'm super full, I still stuffing foods into my mouth. I'm getting so round and round... almost like a ball and it makes me hate seeing myself in the mirror now. Don't really like to take pictures anymore even though I'm still a vain queen. LOL I believe if I still continue to be like this, I will seriously become extremely fat. No lying. What I mean is... really really fat, those type of fat that you will call the person FATASS when you see them. What the hell is wrong with me? I feel like I'm just torturing myself... phffttt...

This coming Sunday will be the Grand Opening of Coffee Bean at The Mall and I am being invited!!! Woo~

Just got the invitation card today. Feel awesome. Well, I guess that's all for this post.
God bless ya all.

Love Hui ♥