Today Is Not A Really Good Day

My mood was kinda down since last night. What happened? Nothing. Why? I'm not gonna say it out. Hah. Anyway, I should be starting my dance class with the team called Persistent Crew today. They will be working under Dreamz MKZ from now on so I will have all my classes for free. I have waited long enough for them to teach me dance as you know it has been some time already since I last dance with the group. I feel excited but at the same time, nervous and shy. They are all boys so far and I'm the only girl. Plus I have stopped dancing for so long time. I have no idea how low is my standard now. They are really pro.


Hanif is the dance choreographer and instructor. He has danced for a long time and is really really good. Finally had a talk with them about dancing yesterday. I'm glad to meet them in my life and I am one of their biggest fans. Haha I am much more closer to Hanif so far. Didn't really get the chance to know more about the others yet. Might as well dance as Hanif's partner.


Anyway, back to the topic. The class should be starting at 7PM. Tara told me she might come early a bit. So I waited and waited. At 6:30PM, my phone rang. It's a text from Tara. She told me Hanif's dad was in the emergency room and they have to cancelled the class. I was seriously shocked that time. I didn't really know how to reply though. After that, I packed my stuffs and went home.

After arriving home, my phone rang again. It's Tara again and here comes the bad news. Hanif's dad passed away. Everything was so sudden and it made me even more moody. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I just hope everything is okay... Life is just so unpredictable like always. We were still happily discussing about the dance in the afternoon time and who knows at the next moment, everything changed.

We seriously need to cherish everything we have around us while we can. Don't wait until it's too late. The world will not wait for us. Cherish~

At here, I pray. Hope Hanif will be fine soon and stay strong. May his beloved father rest in peace.
God bless us all.

Lastly, thanks to my mum. I feel lots better now after talking with her for some time. Guess she is missing me and I miss her too. I love my mum so much...

Love Hui ♥

L.A.Z.Y

I'm just very lazy to update my blog recently because my life is just so lame and nothing special at all. LIFELESS!!! Everyday the same routine: Wake up, go work, online, watching series, exercising, eat, bath, sleep...

It's already mid June right now and I'm still waiting my Uni reply. Why so slow? I really hope I could get the reply as soon as possible. I don't wanna wait anymore. Feel like knowing and deciding my future now. But even if I don't get in, I won't be very sad about it already I guess... Getting numb right now.

Due to Stardom Quest, I have found a dance group named Persistent Crew. They might be working together with Dreamz MKZ in the future as partner. So if I really don't get in to Singapore, I might be joining this dance group as one of the crew and get involved in what I really interested for my all life.

My mum said so many things to me that actually made me feeling a bit lost and feel like giving up studies and go for work permanently. She is facing some business troubles last week and need to meet the government people. I was there with her for the whole conversation. I did help my mum to talk with one of them as well. When I talked to the person, I was almost going to cry. While seeing my mum negotiating with them, begging them and so on when I just sit there, listening and can't even do any helps, I felt so down. Everything is just because of financial!! Everything is just because of us! Only if I don't want to study anymore, mum will not need to work so hard already...

However, if I don't study, what more I can do? I am not good in this and that... Ahh...feel like crying... Shittt... Anyway, I'll let the God decide everything for me. Somehow, I still hope I could get in to Singapore. Of course it will be better if I get the scholarship as well...

God bless...

Love Hui ♥

Nail Art

Today sister helped me to do my nails. They had been naked for some time already.


Nothing much to talk about though. Just that I am seriously fat once again. STRESSED TO THE MAX!!!!! Really must have strong determination to diet. Teacher Roy said you used how long to become fat, then you need the same period of time to lose weight. So meaning I need 2 years time!! Am I really able to control my diet for 2 years? I don't think so... Hmmm...


My fringe is getting longer now as well but I don't think I'm going to cut it just yet although it annoys me some of the times. We'll see. That's all.

Cheers.
Love Hui ♥

Back To Update!

Sorry readers, was really busy and I got no time to blog.

Finally Stardom Quest Season 1 is successfully over now and I'm glad I'm part of the project. I didn't have enough sleep for the past few days. Eyes were really red and I looked seriously sick.

I looked like a ghost? Or vampire? Or whatsoever? haha But I believe I will get better and have more time to rest now. Wee~

For the Final, we invited teacher Roy from Singapore as one of the Judge. We had spent time with him and he is humors and nice. He loves spicy food like us. He is cute and looking good. My eyes went teary when he entered the door at the airport. Weird enough right? Hope to hang out with teacher Roy again soon any other times.

Saying about Singapore, there's still no news about my Uni application. Getting worried and lost now... What should I do? Perhaps I really should give them a call now...

Anyway, a photo to share....
3 photos which cost me $15 altogether. So damn expensive. One more bad thing about it is that my parents were not there for me. *sad* Anyway, still something to be remembered. =)

Recently, I get fat and them slim down and then fat again repeatedly. I am just so stressed about it. Phfttt... I seriously hope to go home soon. Living in Bandar is just so hard to diet!! Too many fatty food around. Man... I really need to control hard before I regret.

I guess that's all for now first. I will try to update more from now on.
God bless us.

Love Hui ♥