NightmareS

Couldn't wake up early these few days. Even if I did, I fell asleep again in the afternoon! So I'm being slow in my studying progress and my schedule is a bit messed up now. Think I'm going to OT for one day... =(

Anyway, I slept at around 2am last night and woke up at 1pm today. In between I woke up many times. I had nightmares!!!!!! Damn creepy okay? I don't know why!? But I'm not going to describe all of them.

Blood, death, organs and many more....
Eww... I don't want to remember but hard to forget the bloody-disgusting-creepy scenes!!

Love Hui ♥

Day 4

Can't believe this day had finally arrived and over... Finally I can stop touching my Biology for now!!! I can rest today! I can watch movie!!! Weee~ No more exam for October!!

I slept very late last night. Went to bed at 3am but can't asleep even though very tired. Only fell asleep at around 4am I guess. Maybe too worried? Was kinda stressed yesterday when I was revising my Maths because I forgot a lot of things and time was running out.

Anyway, today's Bio p4 was kinda hard and a lot!!!! I didn't manage to finish. Not enough time to think cause too many questions and lots of super duper long answers to write. But well, I don't feel sad as I think I have really really put in all my efforts and tried my best! For maths, I was kinda surprised when looking at the questions. Compared to previous papers, it was easier BUT not very easy also. Blanked the last question which carries 6marks!!!!!

After Bio exam, everyone discussed inside the hall. Everyone was tired. Luckily not much indirect questions for maths. If not, I can't imagine that!

Really wanna thank God for everything! Thank You for blessing me!! You're AWESOME!!!!

Love Hui ♥

On The Way To The Hell...

I have finally finished studying my biology but I'm not happy!!!!! Because I have forgotten many as well!!!!! Feel like a shit you know!!! So useless and pointless!!! Study and then forget = no study!

I know not only me, many people are the same as me but I can't control not to be mad at myself...
Maths p3 again. I haven't touched it at all. Should I still go to school on Tuesday to discuss the paper with teacher? Or should I stay at home and revise myself? I'm so damn worried...

I don't think I can get A already. My brain is blank!!! T_T

Love Hui ♥

Day 3

Today practical was...erm...no comment? haha Unexpectedly there were 3 questions! Still don't manage to fill in all the blanks though. But I guess it's better than my June AS! So yeah... Have to retake my P2 and P1 also!

Was kinda nervous just before the practical and my heart was beating fast. But once the exam started, I slowly became calm and back to normal!

Gonna hardcore for my Biology now!!! Envy those that have finished studying all the cores! T_T
So nice!! Why am I so slow like a snail? Have to speed up!!!!!!

Just left one more day of exam for October!!! Weee~
God bless!

Love Hui ♥

Day 2

For today's paper, hmmm.... No comment again I guess... The topics are kinda hard and freaked me out a little bit. But I think I have tried my very best. Maybe a little out of topic? Maybe it's alright? I don't know... But it's over so just forget it. Nothing can be done to change anything now! So yeah...

Finally one subject is out! Tomorrow is chemistry practical!!!!!!! I don't like it!!! =(
Do question one or two first? Hmm...
Hope the questions won't be too hard!
God bless me, please please please...

12 more papers to go...
All the best!

Love Hui ♥

Kill me, Punch me!!!!!

I just realized that if I sleep late, I won't be able to wake up early the next day. Then I will don't feel like studying just like today!!! What the ****!!!!!! I'm in a bad mood now! VERY BAD!!!!!!

Am I giving up now or what? I feel like I'm treating this A level like school exams! I hate myself when I didn't study much! I don't know why!? I am damn mad at myself now...

Tomorrow is GP 1 and if I screw up this paper, my GP will be doomed!!!
I feel like scolding people, shouting, and !#@$^&%&^#$@#!

God bless me for the best, please...
I'll try! I'll try my best...

I'm such a B-I-T-C-H!

Love Hui ♥

What The F**K!!!

I am having sore throat! Damn painful! =(

Didn't study much since after the exam!

Why are our body structures so damn complicated? God, doesn't you like simple?

Why need to have so many difficult scientific words?

Oogenesis, Oogonium, Corona radiata, Corpus luteum, Zona pellucida, Antrum, Primordial follicles, Theca cells and many many more...

Life SUCKS big big during exam period!!!!

Love Hui ♥

Day 1

Exam is over and I don't want to make much comment about it. Expect less is what I can say... I have tried my very best...I guess...

Well, I feel so tired after the exam. Kinda sleepy but I think I don't have much time to waste now. Should I sleep and revise everything tomorrow? Or should I revise one chapter first before I go to bed later?

No matter how tired, we still have to continue fighting... We can do it!!!
13 more papers to go...

Love Hui ♥

Best of Lucks!!!

Tomorrow will be the first day of my A level---GP Paper 2!! I haven't even touched anything of my GP yet. Just finished my Biology and left with the application chapters now! I'm happy that I'm still following my plan even after a day rest. But I have a lot of revisions to be done before I start continue for the rest!

Gotta wake up early again tomorrow and read for my GP paper 2. I'll try my very best to do it well. I don't ask for more. At least a "C"? I know "C" is kinda ugly though... But I know my own standard! So don't expect too much! Expect less and disappointment will be small as well if I receive less. (Easy to say but hard to do it.)

God bless me for the best tomorrow! *pray hard*
Wishing everyone good luck! =)

Love Hui ♥

Tell Me...


Today I only studied until afternoon. After that, I watched TV!!! I laid on the bed!!! I took a long rest!!! I hate myself!!! =(

After 4 days of my non-stop studying, I feel my brain is overloaded now. I still have many cores to go. I still have many things to insert into my small brain. I hope I still remember everything I has studied so far! I'm worried! I wanna shout! God bless me, please!!!
I hope I still can stand it until the last day of my A level. Have to find a way to let myself feel better now. I feel like giving up already...T_T (tell me I can really give up...)

Tomorrow is the first day of A level!! The day has finally came and I wish everyone all the best!

Love Hui ♥

Boring and Tired Life~

Recently my everyday is the same. Wake up early (latest 8am) and sleep early (latest 12am). After finish brushing and washing, start studying until I finish studying for what I have planned for that day. Still following my plan so I'm happy for that. My studying speed is not too fast but not too slow as well. But I feel tired and my feet hurt!!! Because I walk around my living room for the whole day while studying in order to stay awake. I think the most crazy is that I tend to stay in the bathroom for about an hour. I memorise everything once again when I bath. Sometimes my mum says me for bathing too long. I wonder how does it feel like listening to someone memorising Biology inside the bathroom from outside? Hmm... LOL

This kind of boring life will still be going on for more than one month! Gosh! God bless me for the best!!!! I can't really study at night now, most probably because too many people at home which makes me don't feel like studying.

Till here then.

Love Hui ♥

Thanks To My Headache?

Went to bed at around 8.30pm last night. Started to feel not well when I was memorizing my biology before I fell asleep. Woke up at around 2 or 3am due to mild headache. Can't asleep and I offed my air-con. Wore my thick jacket and back to my bed. Started to shiver. Headache getting serious. I couldn't tolerate and wait for the sun to heat me up so around 4am, I went to another room to sleep on the electrical mattress.

I fell asleep just after sometimes. In the morning, mum asked whether I'm going to school and asked why was I sleeping the mattress. Told her headache and back to sleep. Few seconds later, dad came in and asked the same thing. He thought I was sick. Then he knows I just wanna skip the school and study at home.

When I was going to continue my sleep, 6am's alarm rang. Off it and I started to feel hot. At 6.30am, I can't tolerate anymore and woke up. I was started to sweat already. The mattress had already heated to 70 degree Celsius ( I adjust the setting to high) and I was wearing a thick jacket and using two blankets. Imagine the heat!

Other than curing my headache, I found this way effective to wake me up! Today is kinda productive. I have finished another chapter of my Biology but I haven't revise it.

Till here then. =)

Love Hui ♥

A Level Examinations


In the end, I have to retake my AS for both Biology and Chemistry. Studying timetable is totally a mess now. Have to increase my studying speed!!!

This time really need the God to bless me now! =S

Guess no more update from now on. I'll try to update whenever I have time. Wish me luck people!! Good luck to all of you as well!

Love Hui ♥

Lucky Day?

Okay. So how should I start? Hmm... Something I think it's funny and embarrassing happened today after I woke up. But I'm not gonna post it up here. You can come and ask me if you wanna know. I might tell you! =) I guess I will always remember this incident though! I feel myself soooo "lucky!"

Anyway, I was cheated by Mr. Ancelm. I shouldn't go to school today. Should have stay at home and study. But oh well. School was kinda fun for me today so it's alright. Majority of them wore baju raya to school. It was....WAO! haha

Yasmine gave me a small packet of cake and biscuit. She made it herself. Not only me, she gave it to many friends and teachers.

The smiley biscuit is so damn CUTE!!!! It tastes good also! =)

One more incident to tell. Maria has given me a DIY keychain last time. But I lost it on Thursday I guess and I didn't even notice it until wen told me she found my "leaf" today. I didn't know what was she talking about that time. Damn funny. I'm sorry Maria. I don't mean it. Anyway, for what I have to say later. Don't be mad at me. It's just an accident alright? I promise!!

Picture says it all.
I was trying to clean it by rubbing it using my rubber. But I'm clumsy and suddenly, *piliak* it breaks! T_T SORRY maria!!! Forgive me!

And that's my day!

Love Hui ♥

Helloo October!

I went to bed at around 10.30pm last night. Early right? I woke up at around 6.30am today before my alarms rang. So I went back to sleep. After my 2nd alarm rang(I missed my 1st alarm), I off it and laid on the bed, holding my phone. My mum came to wake me up also because I asked her to do so the previous night. I told her I was up already. Then I fell back to sleep. At around 7.30am, my last alarm rang and my mum kept shouting my name from downstairs because she had not seen me went down after so long time. I replied the same thing saying I was up already. Again, I fell back to sleep and finally got out of my bed at 9am. I have enough sleep. More than enough. Just that I don't feel like waking up. Fail me. I hate to be like this though. Someone teach me what to do!? HELP!!!

Anyway, I started my studying today. Until now, I haven't even finished one lecture of the first chapter for biology yet. Kinda slow but I feel like I have studied a lot. Maybe because I was referring to the textbooks while studying and hence, slow? I am going to continue after this post. At least let me finish half of the first chapter!

Something to share! Kinda funny though for me!




Hope you enjoy watching it! =D
And happy October everyone! Good luck for the coming-real-soon A level!

Love Hui ♥