Love Will Prevail

"It is easy to love when loved, and hurt those who hurt. But if you can love the ones who hurt you, you will overcome all obstacles."

I think I can do it and I'm doing it. I'm still loving those who had ever hurt me and the more pain I get, I know the more I love that person. Unless the person is not important to me at all, then I'll just stay neutral. No hating. I forgive but I don't forget.

Other than my family, there are two persons who are very very important to me now. I love them very very much even though they don't love me back. I'll cherish all the moments I have with them and keep those memories just like my priceless treasure. I'm so blessed to meet them in my life and I treat them as my real family.

One day, they'll be gone. Maybe. It's okay. I know I will always remember them and I will think of them from time to time. Not only important, they are as well very special to me. God bless.

Love Hui ♥

Definitely Broke

On Tuesday, I asked my second brother to find me a printer-scanner. Seriously kinda inconvenient without one at home. It costs me for $72. I had to break my last 100 dollar note in my wallet. I don't want my mum to buy for me so I paid it myself.

I left 3 red dollar notes only after that. Fortunately, my mum handed me another $15 on Friday as my salary on Wednesday. It should be only $10 a day but mum said she pity me helping her for the whole day so she gave me extra. I actually was just sleeping at my mum's selling place in the afternoon and did nothing. Was mad tired and the business didn't really go so well that day. My mum really loves me a lot eh? ^^

However, I spent all the $45 I had yesterday when going to the Miri with my mum, brother and his girlfriend. I bought myself 2books, eyes' solutions, Clenx Tea and a pair of contact lens. My mum even helped me to pay for the balance since I don't have enough. Thanks Mum!! Huhu...

Now I only left RM$1 and few cents together with Brunei few cents in my wallet... I am definitely broke to the hell man! Broke qin qin!! How to survive? I am still able to survive. Just wait for my money to come in again...

Love Hui ♥

Exhausting Day...

I woke up early in the morning to help my mum to sell her jagung with my dad until afternoon around 1.30PM. My dad then brought me to Seria to take photos and photocopy some stuffs and right after that, we headed to KB for my Hepatitis B vaccination. This is the only injection that I will feel a bit scare since it hurts a lot!! The pain can cause me to have a frown expression on my face. I need to go for my second shot next month again.

Anyway, my dad brought me to eat something after that. I was not hungry but I believe my dad will kill me if I said no since I had not eaten anything yet for the whole day. We then went back to Seria to collect my photos and daddy went to shop for some CDs for a while.

Mum called me at around 3.30PM to ask us to help her do some stuffs, so we headed home. Finally I was back home after going out for the whole day. Mad tired! I guess for these coming months, I will have a lot of things to deal with. Feel like my body is a bit weak now. I slept early last night but still got tired easily.

Daddy is working tomorrow again after his two days sick leave. Tell you what, my dad MIGHT be having diabetes... I don't know. Have to wait for his report. BGH really cannot trust one! Phftt... But my dad is being kinda cute I think? He said he prefer diabetes rather than any other unknown diseases... Positive thinking eh? Hmm... God bless everyone please...

Love Hui ♥

One By One

Everything comes in at once, this is exactly what I hate the most! Stress level from zero burst to the max!! I don't wanna think so much right now. I only can wait for tomorrow to come and solve all the problems one by one.

Dear God, please bless me! Let me overcome all the obstacles, let everything goes by smoothly. I have no idea why but I feel like there's problem non stop hitting us since... I don't know when.

Rest in peace, my old uncle. And thank God for my positive Hepatitis B report.

Love Hui ♥

Vegetarians Wanna Be?

Lately, almost every meal is only veggie, veggie and veggie. Not that I'm not happy about it, I'm super duper happy about it instead. But I have no idea why even my favourite rice, I'm eating lesser and lesser.

Anyway, I'm not longer stressed about my weight now. I mean although I'm still very fat, at least I'm so so much better than before already. Some clothes that I was not able to fit in last time, I can wear it now even though still a bit tight. I don't know how much is my weight now since no weight balance at home. But nah, better don't know it I guess?

Last month, I hardcore doing workout almost everyday for 20days. After that, I have stopped. I feel so lazy and not motivated to do any exercise now. Lazybum I am! Just eating less now. Hope everything will get more and more better slowly. I love You, God! Bless us!

Love Hui ♥

My Daddy

I believe you guys have heard of me saying about my mum most of the time but not my dad. I am not so close with my dad just like how close I am with my mum. But he is somehow still my beloved daddy.

My daddy told me he might be retiring this coming October today. He told me he doesn't feel so well some of the time. My dad is a painter and he needs to climb up and down. Sometimes, he feels dizzy... I remember he ever fell down from somewhere with some heights years ago. He has regular body checkup once in a while. The doctor said my dad has slimmed down. Daddy asked me about it and I have no idea it's a yeas or no since I see him everyday now. But looking at his arms, they are smaller than before I guess?

Daddy is turning 66 this year. I just realized that my daddy is almost 70 years old already. Daddy said “人老了，什么病都来了。” May God bless my dad to be healthy always. I guess that's one of the disadvantages being the youngest in the family. I gotta work hard soon and repay my parents before it's too late. 孝顺不等人。

Love Hui ♥

Priceless Happiness

I really miss those old times with my crazy friends. The priceless laughter they gave me, the priceless bright smile they put on my face...

Love Hui ♥