Borriiinnngggg~




Well, I'm just too BORED!!!!! Nothing to do but lazy to study. I'm so so bored! LOL I love to vain when nothing to do. hahaha taking ugly pictures and so on...

Love Hui ♥

Life's changing~

Finally chemistry and biology paper 4 were over. I think I won't fail. Time has passed kinda fast this few days. I just left two more papers to go and the school exams will be finished!!! This is my first time being so relax during exam time. For biology, I didn't finish studying so I just read all the notes, trying to understand. I can't believe I did it. I was sleeping, watching movies and listening to songs the whole day yesterday. No stress at all. Everything in slow motion and I was not even feeling nervous or scared. Should I be proud of myself and celebrate? LOL

Love Hui ♥

JUST STOP, PLEASE!!

Recently, my blog is getting more and more emotional! I know... I don't really like to post them out but I have no choice. I really need to relieve all the bad things out!! If you don't like it then just leave it and don't read!!!

Exams have been going on for a week now. JUST A WEEK! I still have about 6 weeks + more to go but I feel like I have been fighting for my exams for a long time already. I'm so damn tired!!! I really hope everything would stop for a while, even just for a little while. I want to rest and I'm really so stressed out! I have no idea I still can tolerate this stressful life for how long...

I have no comment for my GP papers but mostly FAIL! Maths? I think a grade C or D for me? Mr. Chan is so going to kill me. If I could, I really hope to give up but no way!! I have gone so far already. I have to continue to fight for it. But can I do it? Can I really make it? My body is getting more and more weak. I'm getting more stupid now. My brain power has decreased so much. I keep forget what I have studied!!

Headache keeps attacking me nowadays and no exception for last night when I was revising my maths. Actually I'm kinda okay all the times but when it comes to late at night, before I fall asleep, I become extremely emotional and keep thinking about negative stuffs. Either about studies or unnecessary stuffs! I don't know why!? Last night was even creepier. I talked to myself, asking myself not to be scared and not to be stressed about the maths exam. It's just a test. No big deal in failing it. But still, tears dropped and when I was trying hard to sleep, my stomach suddenly felt not good! I felt like vomiting and it made me can't sleep. It was already 3+am and I didn't have much times to waste. I just wanna sleep but it just won't leave me alone.

I know everyone is going to call me a crying baby again. But WHO CARES!? I rather to be a crying baby I also don't want to have mental problem. Crying is just a way to relieve my stress. I don't want to keep everything inside.

Arghhhh........sorry for everyone who love me. I'll be alright! NO WORRIES!!!

Love Hui ♥

Memories?

This is the first time I upload videos on my blog. Well, I found the following videos yesterday and it's kinda sad for me. LOL just feel like sharing....



So how do you feel after watching? I wondered what would be the reaction of the boy after he knows about it....

Anyway, this is the next video I wanna share. there's reasons for me to upload this video. xD



First of all is because of the song and the title of it. It reminds me a lot of my past. It reminds me of my darling, summer as well. She probably will understand it when she read this post I guess. LOL yeah....everyone has this experience for loving someone who doesn't love you back I bet. So do I? Well, it was kinda a hard period of time for me during that time and it was Avril Lavigne's songs that accompany me every night when I got my terrible insomnia. Darling was the only one who I was able to share my problems with. I remembered that I introduced her with all the emo songs I listened and even brought my mp3 to school to listen together with her. *I miss those times*

Most probably you will be thinking why am I so emo right now right? I'm not emo now but I like the feel of being emo. I like to listen to those slow and meaningful songs. They remind me a lot of things. Both good and bad! Something it feels good to indulge yourself in the dark and think of anything you like.

Songs really are the best thing in life. When you have problems and no one to share it to, the best way is to find the songs that totally express your feelings! You will feel better after listening to the songs. They can even make you cry when you find it hard to do it!

So I wanna thank wen for all the mixes she gave me! They are so useful! =)

That's all for today! Exam starts on Monday and I'm going to suffer for two months!! Wish me luck people!!! May God bless all of us!

Love Hui ♥

No Money, NO FOOD!!!!

I went out for lunch with brother, kang, jong and jess after maths today. Suddenly my brother turned to me and asked me something. Conversation as follow.

Brother: you got bring money?
Me: NO!
Brother: HUH!? I didn't bring also. I planned to borrow from you.
Me: What? I didn't bring any money today. Jess, what about you?
Jess: I didn't bring enough also.
Brother: ask jong! ask jong!
Brother and Me: Jong, you got bring any money?

Jong didn't answer and took out his wallet from his pocket slowly...

Brother and Me: We want to borrow your money. Will pay you back tomorrow.

Jong showed me a $20 note.

Jong: I only have this but cannot be used.
Brother and Me: HAR!?
Me: Kang, you?
Kang: I only have $6.

LOL everyone was so poor today! So we ended up having a bowl of ABC which cost $1 each except kang and Jong. Kang had his laksa and kept luring my brother. Jong didn't eat or drink anything, only chatting with *ahem ahem*

What a funny incident... LOL

Love Hui ♥

Happy Moments~

Yesterday was Rong's birthday party. We had a lot of fun. =)

This is what jong gave her. Since the bear is too big and hence he has to carry it himself all the way to the car without plastic bag! Everyone was looking at him that time. Even the cashier laughed at him. LOL

Good News~

Look at this!!!!

YES! This is the ring I had lost last time and I found it back!!! I'm so damn happy! I found it at the small hole of my washing machine. Today is my lucky day!

Happy-go-lucky!!!

Love Hui ♥

Hand-made~

I enjoyed my CCA today very much. We learn how to make ribbon. It sounds easy right? But not at all. It's kinda hard to catch the steps in doing it. But once you know how to do, you'll be addicted to it. Just like me....LOL

Here are the ribbons made by me. Nice? Many of them still don't really know how to do it. What they kept saying was "owh...I don't have the talent in doing this." Even one of my CCA's teacher. LOL well, I have learned something today and I feel great! =)

However, I just had my maths paper3 test today. Won't fail but no idea whether I can get an A for it or not!? Totally no time to do my double-check! Damn tired after the test. Anyway, finally can have a good rest first. Gonna fight hard for my exams staring from tomorrow. Wish me luck people!!!!

That's all!
May God bless me! =D

Love Hui ♥

Come Back To Me~

I woke up early today and I feel so good and healthy! It's Sunday! Actually I planned to visit my grandparents' grave but I felt lazy and changed my mind. I have ever visited once before when I was still young.

I didn't do much things today. Just studying my maths, helping sister to dye her hair until my hands got stained and watching my movies!!! Yeah!! I got many HK series from my 2nd brother last night. WooHoo!!!! And also, I have learned how to download movies myself now. =)

However, I'm still a bit down. I have lost my favourite ring. =( I can't find it everywhere! I forgot where did I put it when I took it off before going to bath that day... I'm so sad... my finger feels empty! My ring, come back to MAMA!! I miss you...LOL

That's all for today! Gonna go hit my maths again! xD

Love Hui ♥

Just a short update~

On Thursday, I went to Amy's 18th birthday party. It was Aprilfool Day also. I had a lot of fun that day. =) (I'm lazy to story it...)



Well, life is kinda boring for me currently. Exam is coming and I need to start my studies soon although I'm still feeling so lazy. *puff*


Love Hui ♥