♥ Memories ♥

♥ Friday, December 31, 2010

End of 2010!

Few more hours later then it will be 2011! New year with new resolutions!

1. meet new people

2. work and earn money

3. be more stronger and independent

4. HELP MORE PEOPLE!!!!

Since today is the last day of 2010, I wanna use this opportunity to apologize to certain people. I'm not gonna name it out who they are but I guess after reading, they will know who they are!

Well, I used to be a highly pessimistic person. I cried and being depressed for everything bad no matter how small the matter was. I know I still emo a lot nowadays but it's getting better already right? At least I don't show it out easily anymore. Recently, I have helped many people with their problems. Around 5 I think? I shared my own life experiences and tell them the ways I went through them. I tell them about my thinkings, trying to make them think more and further. I feel really really good and awesome when I get to help the others. But in contrast, if I am not able to help, I get panicked and helpless. I feel worried that I will be not able to minimise their pain and sufferings. I feel extremely hurt inside even though they may not be close to me.

I saw many things while helping. I saw them crying, torturing themselves, being extremely stupid and freaking negative. I know I don't have the right to say them because I was once like this as well. My friends have told me a lot and kept helping me but I just don't get it! I was really really super duper stupid!

I believe everything happens for a reason. I feel thankful for able to help the others. Although I don't like to remember all those memories, as long as it helps, I wouldn't mind to say it out! Now I know how the others felt when they were trying to help the stupid me! I'm seriously sorry for that. *90 degrees bow*

I know I'm still weak, and stupid sometimes. I might do the same mistakes again. But I will bear in my mind for everything that had happened. I will try to be stronger. I will try my best to handle my own things and solve it extra carefully with the right decision. I know I still have many problems inside which I don't say it out, but I strongly believe that I can do it on my own.

That's all I wanna say. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all those friends who love me so much. I wish you all have a great great 2011. Be happy always and most importantly, stay healthy! God bless ya all. Have a new life with a new YOU!

Love Hui ♥

4:54 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Swim Swam Swum

Yesterday I was too happy and I wanted to go for swimming even though I'm having my period. So yeah! Have to use Tampon!!!! HAHAHA Don't be embarrassing! It's normal! So I had my another first time again. I don't feel safe at all when using it! Worried for TSS---- a disease you might get when using it! LOL

Tampon!

Anyway, I think I'm getting to know how to swim now except for the breathing part! My arms triceps muscles hurt! But it's getting better now. We all like swimming so much now. HAHA After that, we went to have lamp chop for dinner! *Yum Yum* We went to Moi Nam again after that and had DQ later. See how fat we are?

We had photos taking at the Arcade after that.

Memories!!!

I got my driving license today!

I drove home last night and it was damn scary!!! I don't like driving but my brother wanted me to drive from now on. So I have no choice! =(

In need of money right now! I wanna work as soon as possible! Please hire me! God bless!

Love Hui ♥

10:37 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 28, 2010

It's The Day!

So yeah! I had my driving test today. Before that I had extended my lesson for another 2 hours. Actually only one and a half hour though. Saw Mei Jun at the land transport and she is having her test today as well. She should be before me, but I don't know why I had the test first after that.

I was damn worried and nervous last night and didn't really sleep well. Before started, I prayed so loud in the car. When they asked me to start, the car went dead. I pretend nothing happened and start all over again. Everything went well when doing all the parkings until when I was going out from the side parking, my car went dead again and I was like SHIT! My mood straight away became so down and my heart was thinking "sure fail already!" But this is not the worst! After that was the up hill session. My car was on half the hill already but I haven't reached the target point. So I wanna go up a bit more! I didn't know what to do and my car went downhill. I remember my brother told me no matter what, just keep on stepping the gas. So I stepped the gas and the car engine's sound went so damn loud and I smell "over-fried" scent. Sorry teacher for spoiling your car. After that, it was alright!

My teacher said actually no need to adjust it already. She said "my car hangus already." Anyway, while waiting for the officer, I was really down in the car. I prayed again and trying to console myself. The word "FAIL" kept on popping out in my mind and I was really hopeless. I wiped off the only drop of tear and continue my test. Everything was okay. The officer actually did teach me. He told me when to go at the round about and need to use which side. I was surprised! When back to land transport, I was still very down and ready to asked him whether can Kopi-O or not. He told me a lot. He asked me not to be so near to the front car next time and so on. I kept nodding my head and he asked me to speak. Then he said "Although you passed the test.......," at that moment, I was like WHAT!? I PASSED!? I was so happy that time. The officer is sure a nice guy!!!!

I really can't believe that I still can pass my test even when my performance was bad. Seriously! Never thought of that! You know how happy I am? You know how thankful I am? Oh God, really really thank You so so much!

Need to get my license tomorrow morning. I'm an official driver now! Woopee!!! When I told my brother for what had happened, he said something very very KIK. He said " some officers hamsap de o" and I was like =.="

Anyway, today is a good good day! I'm too high and I wanna swim! I don't care!!!! xD

Love Hui ♥

11:50 AM

♥ Sunday, December 26, 2010

Christmas 2010

On Christmas Eve, Steven, Franz, brother and I went to Maria's house for a small BBQ party. We watched "step up 3" and missed the countdown! LOL Anyway we played DDR after that for about half an hour and went to learn to drive. WE HAD FUN!!!! =D

Yesterday went to Bandar with friends again at around 9AM. We stayed overnight at Times Hotel. The service is really not that good!!! We had piles of complaint once we got our room!!! Actually the room we booked should be having two twin beds but ended up only one. We asked for extra blanket but out of stock!! Phff... Franz and Alex said the breakfast cannot **** also. Alright, enough for the complaining! Back to our journey! We went to the Mall after that. Met Wen's mum but too bad didn't see wen. Saw Yuki dating also! HAHA All of the others went for movie except Maria and I. We sat at the food court area, talking for more than an hour. We did some shoppings and left to have our dinner at Batu Bersurat. After finished, we went to NBT! The decoration is very beautiful. This was my first time going to NBT! No lying. It was very crowded! Took a lot of pictures there. After that we headed to Empire Hotel! Nothing much happened there though. So we went back the hotel at around 10PM I guess? Don't really remember now.

It is really a bad thing to share one bathroom with eight people! I was the last to bath and I waited until around 12AM! While waiting, I talked a lot with Darling! Girls' Talk again!!! Went to bed at around 2AM and everyone was fighting for pillows, fighting for blanket and the only comfort bed!!! I fell asleep once they went quiet. Woke up at around 6.30AM and Steven said actually my brother and him did not really fall asleep. They were unable to asleep and said a joke that they need to count the number of toe. How funny is that? They told us a lot of funny things but I was asleep soundly and really have no idea for everything that happened.

We went to swim at around 8AM. It was damn FUN!!! Thanks to Franz, I finally can float on the water and swim a bit now!!! We are now addicted to swimming!! We wanna swim again! But swimming is really tiring! We played in the pool until 9 or 10+AM and checked out after we finished preparing! Had chicken rice for our lunch after that and saw Wui Chung with his family. Went to Manggis Hua Ho then and met Teng. Around 12PM, we planned to go home. But in the end, we went to the Mall again without Alex, Kang and Amy. When everyone in the car were all kind of exhausted and down, a small accident happened suddenly and all of us were up and full of energy again. I don't want to mention much about what actually happened but it makes our day memorable! We did some shopping with a happy heart again right after everything has solved.

After this trip, I'M TOTALLY BROKE!!!!!! I left $20+ in my wallet now. It has been a long time since the amount appears to be two digits! I have really became one shopaholic! What happened? What did I buy? But I feel extremely HAPPY!!!!!!!!! =D

Things I bought. One of them was given by Franz as my Christmas present and some of them my bother paid for me. Many were in the stomach now I guess... LOL

I gotta work for mum to earn some money as soon as possible no matter how bored it is now. Have to shift back my sleeping time also. Photos will be uploaded to facebook! Have a look!

That's all! This the is BEST BEST Christmas I have ever had! Thanks guys! I love ya all! You guys are awesome!

Love Hui ♥

7:24 PM

♥ Thursday, December 23, 2010

Tuesday 21/12/2010

We had a gathering at KB Seaview. Actually it's a big one but turning out small. Anyway, we still have a lot of fun. I miss the food now. So yummy. But I feel sorry for Ket and Danial. You guys know why... Took some pictures and after that we went to the KB park there for only a while. We did not want to go home yet and so headed to Moi Nam again. Fatties' life eh? HAHA

Finally met Jong and he gave me many souvenirs! Thanks!!! And what I'm happy for the most was that he said my face is smaller now and waist also. My brother then added "yeah, she is a bit slimmer now." No matter it's a lie or not, I'm damn happy! LOL And thanks for the Ba Gua, Jong. My parents said you're so nice! My family enjoyed eating it! =)

Brother and I damn love this photo! =D

Yesterday 22/12/2010

It was Winter Solstice Festival. I had a very great night with my family. It has been quite a long time since so many people having dinner together. Too bad my eldest sister-in-law and my nieces didn't come back. Brothers and sister talked a lot with parents and I enjoyed listening. =)

My chocolate Tang Yuan. 2nd brother said a bit weird with chocolate inside. HAHA But I missed it and wanna eat again. LOL next time have to try peanut!

Today

Nothing much. Just something random? Without tudung, my face is getting better now. I hope I will get back a good skin soon. But due to sleeping too long lately, oily problem comes again. Have to keep washing face now. Christmas coming soon and I can't wait for it. Gonna be fun this year I guess.

Love Hui ♥

10:27 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Do You Miss It?

"想问你是否愿意和我们一起去分享

当阳光普照着大地让生命更有意义
伤心我们不流泪　开心也不会累
曲终人散情谊却不散
迎向最美好时光"

I automatically sang this song last night and I couldn't recall what song it is for quite a while. It was our CCMS graduation song!!! Lots of our sweet memory then keep popping out of my mind whenever this song is playing... And now I feel like crying when listening to it! Not because of what, just a strong special feeling I get there...

2010 is coming to an end real soon and I'm not looking forward to it totally. I hope the time would stop running. Next year will be our real separation!!! NO NO NO!!! I don't think I'm ready yet! Back to 2008, I didn't cry or feel sad during our Form 5 graduation because too many things happened and I just wanna end everything fast and have a new life. But it's different now! I feel sad for it... All of us gonna go for their own path, meet new people and have their own new life... Will some of them forget me? Will I lose contact with some of my besties? GOD DAMN! I really can't resist not to feel emotional for it...

Can someone organise a special graduation night? I miss all those times in CCMS! I know I'm kinda late but who cares? For the past 30 minutes, I was imagining the whole event. We dance, we sing, we laugh and we cry! Hugging each other with tears flowing down the cheeks... Tears of happiness! Awww... Too bad that I don't think my wish will be able to come true...

I wanna find one day and go back to CCMS to have a look, to reminisce all the memories...

Love Hui ♥

3:32 AM

♥ Thursday, December 16, 2010

L.O.V.E

感受到了那心疼

感受到了那痛苦

感受到了那悲伤

也看见了那珍贵的眼泪

有时候太固执

抓得太紧

受伤的反而是自己

为何不尝试放手呢？

只要相信

一定可以！

若要别人爱你

首先请学会爱自己。

记得！

世界上除了爱人，还有家人与朋友。

祈求上帝

保佑所有人

幸福快乐

Love Hui ♥

1:27 AM

♥ Monday, December 13, 2010

轉身之後 by Bii

A very good song with very nice lyrics!

Love Hui ♥

3:23 AM

♥ Sunday, December 12, 2010

Happy Times!

On Friday night, brother planned to go bandar to see singing competition but because of car's problem, ended up staying at home. Since my brother insisted of going out, so I suggested a small gathering with some friends. We went to KB moi nam. Talked a lot with them. Thanks to them also discussing about the future with me. I guess I will be staying here. Guess I will be going for the Uni in Brunei! If brother really not able to get in ITB because of his Malay, then I'll let him the chance to go out. But he told me he doesn't want. Think he doesn't feel like going out as well. Anyway, hope these will be the last changes!

Yesterday, I went to my cousin's house at Lumut to have steam-bot with my sister and her friends. They were all so funny. Discussed about Alviss Kong as well. Think you have heard about it through Facebook also right? Really feel sad about it. But I don't want to say much about it here. Just curious whether he is a Pisces also?

Had some drinking again. Kinda surprised that my sister and her boyfriend will ask me to drink. Brother was damn excited. Overall, it was really fun. =)

Some photos to share:

Franz is pretty here! <3

Our second round! LOL

Sister's boyfriend was the bartender and the others kept complaining his skill in mixing.

LAUGHED DIE US! xD

Love Hui ♥

10:45 PM

♥ Friday, December 10, 2010

Additional Post For Vietnam Trip

I missed out one place I went to. That is the handicraft factory! Vietnam has many shops that sell arts. The factory is not very big though. But the funny part is that there were some children in our group and only one Uncle. The art gallery there have some pictures of naked lady. The children kept looking at it and the uncle who is their grandpa asked them to buy it and so can everyday look it at home. My sister and I kept laughing about it! Hahaha

That's all. I hope I don't miss out any more places. xD

Love Hui ♥

2:05 PM

♥ Thursday, December 9, 2010

Vietnam Trip

So how do I feel for the first time on the plane? I don't really like it! Travel by plane is troublesome and uncomfortable! Need so many scanning, cannot bring this and that! I know my ears will be stuck but I didn't know it will be pain also. To tell the truth, my ears were damn too painful for the first time and since it was unexpected, tears dropped. I thought I will be going deaf and felt like going to hospital that time. My mum and cousin said maybe because of the pressure. So yesterday when coming back, I was very worried. The pain started again for the last 20minutes and I kept looking at the time and hope it will arrive fast. I kept telling myself the pain will be over soon because I don't wanna cry again! But the rest were all okay. I like sitting beside the window and enjoy the view. =)

Now what about Vietnam? The first thing we will be amazed of is the number of motorbike there. From the information given, there are around 4.3millions motorbikes in Vietnam. Motorbikes more than the other vehicles. When you cross the road, you don't need to speed up or slow down your pace. They will avoid you and don't cross the road holding hands together in a line. It's dangerous! The people there keep pressing their horn when driving whenever you block their way or you're too slow. So it's kinda noisy! One creepy thing is about the electrical wires. Oh God! So damn messy and lots of wire together. I don't really know how to describe so I show you a picture of it and you'll know how creepy is that!

See? Creepy? Once on fire, bye bye! The wires are all kinda low as well. Not the same as here. But they conserve energy! My hotel lobby have no air-con! Even KFC as well. If not mistaken, my room's electricity is using solar energy. I got a new and standard room which is on the top floor of the hotel. Nice!

The people there mostly are skinny. You don't usually see fat people there except the tourists! Lots of angmo there though. We did ask a restaurant manager for the reason and he told us it's because of the eating style. They like veggies! This is true. No matter what you eat, there are many veggies! They like the celery which we hate the most as we think it's smelly. The girls there are kinda hot and sexy. They like wearing shorts, super duper short! There's a beauty Salon opposite to the hotel I stayed and all the girls there have their working costume. Everyday not the same and very very sexy! Mini skirt, sleeveless and bare back! Even their high heels the same! They wait for the customers outside the salon so it's looked a bit like prostitution though. LOL Not only I think like that, my sister also.

For this trip, we mostly went to shopping! They did classify into 2 parts. With fixed price where no bargain is allowed at all and the other, opposite. But my sister was actually the one who was choosing, then bargained together with mum, after that I was the one who carried the things. It was funny during the bargaining process but too bad I forget to record it down. The shopping malls are different from here. You can straight away pay the person in charge of that particular section instead of going to the counter. You can still cut the price! Cool right? One problem is about communication. Some are able to speak chinese or cantonese so very easy for us. But some, their English very cacat. They don't understand our English and we can't understand their English as well. Ended up scratching head there. Haha the people there always "ah ah ah" when they don't even understand what you're talking about. We asked where the toilet, they "ah," we asked whether the price is 16 or 60, they "ah" also. So kik! But some of them are not friendly. They don't allow you to touch the things and if you don't buy after seeing, they will !@#$#^%#@ there. Phff...

For the first day, we went to the president's palace to have a look. Like a museum though. Went to a Church after that but too bad they were praying that time so can only stay near the entrance there. Then, we went to a very big post office where they sell souvenirs as well. On that single day, we saw almost 10pairs of couple having their wedding photos around. So many people getting married. LOL The next day we went to the most famous temple for the Chinese. The last day we have the most memorable dinner. We have our dinner on a cruise ship! Almost all were foreign people, angmo and korean/japanese! Oya, many people thought my sister was Japanese. Guess because of her fair skin and hair colour. Anyway, there were traditional music and dance performances as well. We enjoy the view as well. Damn beautiful!

Guess that's all about my Vietnam trip. And don't be surprised there's internet access again. Some people have iPhone okay? haha I will upload some pictures to Facebook. Camera with my sister so I will upload only those in my mobile. =)

I'm sick now. Having flu. Hate it! Should be having my driving lesson today but it was cancelled due to stupid reason bla bla bla.... Til here readers!

Love Hui ♥

9:32 AM

♥ Sunday, December 5, 2010

Crazy Night!

Just finished packing and preparing. Now I still have some times to blog.

Had a great night at Kang's place. His new house is damn beautiful!!! Many people there also. Drinkings were expected but never thought my brother will get drunk! Ate my tofu again and told me he forgot everything after that. Franz and Amy vomited though. Ewww... We attacked Kang's bed until a total mess! HAHAHA Anyway, the food was extremely yummy!!! I miss the food now!

Had girls' talk as well especially only Franz and I in the toilet! Sharing secrets! Thank God for enable me to help the others! I feel happy! Life is full of obstacles and we gotta be strong. We're not always the worst! So be strong! God bless us always! =)

Psssss.... I also drank a little today but I'm still very clear! I was like drinking medicine! But kinda nice though. Berry flavour I guess. Hehe

Pictures will be uploaded after I'm back! I'm very very tired now but can't sleep! Almost time now. See you guys again!

Vietnam, here I come! =D

Love Hui ♥

2:26 AM

♥ Saturday, December 4, 2010

Let's Have Fun To The Max!!!

Today I had a great day. Met Darling and talked a lot with her. Happy! And bought many things as well. I'm gonna be broke soon. No income but outcome. =(

Anyway, my brother really went to pierce his ear today. hahah More sissy now. Just kidding. LOL Went to Alice & Michael Fashion there but who knows it was Michelle Kheng that helped my brother to pierce his ear. HAHA

He was kinda nervous that time!! NOOB!!!

Gun in hands. MK is ready for the piercing!! >=)

Time to kill my brother!!! HAHAHA TAke a while because my brother kept laughing and moving there. He was scared okay?

Til here readers! I'll be going out soon! =)

Brother & Sister
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Love Hui ♥

5:32 PM

♥ Friday, December 3, 2010

Damn Fully Scheduled!

I just woke up for a while and people finding me, telling me have gatheringS!!! So tomorrow morning I have a gathering for Shyan at 8AM. At night, I have to go Kang's place for his open house.

After that I think around 3AM I have to go Bandar. I'll be going to the AIRPORT!!! I'm flying!!!! LOL But I haven't finished packing. So frustrating. I don't know how to pack. What can bring and what cannot? It's my first time on the plane okay? Busy busy busy!!!!

Curious where am I going? haha you will have weird reaction after you know I guess. I'm going to...... VIETNAM!!! Only my mum and sister will be going along. Dad has to work and brother has to become my cousin's driver for few days.

Anyway, til here first. I have to finish my packing early. If not really GG! xD

Love Hui ♥

4:01 PM

♥ Thursday, December 2, 2010

Another Tired Day...

I slept at 4AM last night. Was watching movie. Hehe But waken up by my mum at 7.30AM and asked me to go prepare and go Seria clinic for dental check-up. Actually my mum wanna stick her teeth back and just want me to accompany her. But since last time I have some sort of toothache so I had a dental check-up as well.

My doctor is the same as the one last time. I'm so happy! I like that doctor very much! He is good! Anyway, my teeth all in good condition though. Just need screening on next appointment which will be on 23/12/2010. Quite long time later.

Afternoon went to Ting's there again. Only me and Fu went. We did do kinda many researches. I still don't know what to do though. Dentistry still the one I want IF possible. The requirements are really kinda high. Some Unis need Physics instead of Biology I don't know why!? If not, maybe other courses? But haven't decided yet. Currently kinda busy and lazy to search already. Maybe after 1 week later.

Till here then.

Love Hui ♥

9:56 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 1, 2010

It's December now, the last month of the year 2010. It's getting very very near now but I don't seem looking forward to it...

Love Hui ♥

3:45 PM