"The Past" & "The Present"

Before, I always checked on my phone credit.
Whenever it went low, I'll quickly go and top it up.
Nowadays, I leave it out of credit for days.
It's no longer very important to me.
I even forget the existence of it sometimes.

Years ago, although I was fat too,
at least I didn't need to control my diet purposely.
I did some workouts only when I felt like doing it.
Nowadays, I don't even dare to eat outside.
I have to worry for my weight problem
and even suffer from depression about it.

I used to have many friends around me.
I talked to many people everyday.
My world was full of craziness and laughter.
Now, I only talk to my boss most of the time.
Who else to be crazy with? No one.
I have lost contact with many friends
even though I still manage to see their updates
in the world of social network.
But it's okay. I'm cool to being alone now
and I'm used to it too.

The crazy, silly, noisy me nowadays has lost?
I'm lazy to talk, lazy to think of craps to mess with the others,
lazy to socialize.
I have a very simple life right now.
I thought this is what I want, what I'm looking for,
but it actually get bored some of the time.

Life seems so plain like mineral water.
A lot of things are no longer the same.
But I'm sure there's one thing that never changes.
My life always turns out to be complicated and unexpected.

Love Hui ♥