I Wish I'm Rich Enough...

There's so many things I wanted to have... One way to relieve stress is to become a shopaholic sometimes. It works for me. Buying all the things you want and boost up your self-confidence a little bit. No matter what, it's still better than eating to relieve stress which in the end making yourself more stressful...

These are some accessories designed by Vanness Wu, the products of 3.V.O.7. Too bad they are all too expensive and I still can't afford to have any right now... Every each of them costs at least several hundred Brunei dollars... I seriously like his designs very much. They are unique and meaningful.

Recently I have just ordered a lot of things from my sister. I have spent about BND$150. Yeah, in one go!! How awesome I am eh? My mum will kill me for sure if she knew about it. The only bad thing about relieve stress in this way is just BIG expenses but I still prefer this rather than eating...

I will start my diet only after this week I guess. I'll give myself about 3 months time to lose weight. I have to keep my determination strong. I don't have much confident that I can do it but I have to believe in myself first before anything. It seems like everyone has lose their weights and I'm still gaining. I feel so sad and useless... Sigh... Oh God... please give me the strength to do this...

Honestly, I really hope there's someone who can keep insulting me and scolding me whenever I can't stop eating and being so lazy to do exercises and so on. Too bad, there's no one... Mum keep asking me to diet also. She wants me to be pretty enough so that she doesn't need to worry nobody wants me one day I guess... LOL My mum is just so unique and weird like I am sometimes. She hopes I could fit in all those pretty clothing. I know it because she was so happy last time seeing me being so slim that time... Aww... I miss my body shape. haha I have to remember what all my friends have been telling me and always remember my mum during diet time I guess. Wish me luck people. God bless us all.

Love Hui ♥