L.A.Z.Y

I'm just very lazy to update my blog recently because my life is just so lame and nothing special at all. LIFELESS!!! Everyday the same routine: Wake up, go work, online, watching series, exercising, eat, bath, sleep...

It's already mid June right now and I'm still waiting my Uni reply. Why so slow? I really hope I could get the reply as soon as possible. I don't wanna wait anymore. Feel like knowing and deciding my future now. But even if I don't get in, I won't be very sad about it already I guess... Getting numb right now.

Due to Stardom Quest, I have found a dance group named Persistent Crew. They might be working together with Dreamz MKZ in the future as partner. So if I really don't get in to Singapore, I might be joining this dance group as one of the crew and get involved in what I really interested for my all life.

My mum said so many things to me that actually made me feeling a bit lost and feel like giving up studies and go for work permanently. She is facing some business troubles last week and need to meet the government people. I was there with her for the whole conversation. I did help my mum to talk with one of them as well. When I talked to the person, I was almost going to cry. While seeing my mum negotiating with them, begging them and so on when I just sit there, listening and can't even do any helps, I felt so down. Everything is just because of financial!! Everything is just because of us! Only if I don't want to study anymore, mum will not need to work so hard already...

However, if I don't study, what more I can do? I am not good in this and that... Ahh...feel like crying... Shittt... Anyway, I'll let the God decide everything for me. Somehow, I still hope I could get in to Singapore. Of course it will be better if I get the scholarship as well...

God bless...

Love Hui ♥