Chemistry Paper 4

Finally exam is over for today. The paper is not easy but yet not super hard. I blanked some questions, guessed the answers for some, and got it right for some. Many of them were studying that paper actually this morning before the exam but I was just relaxing there. Why? Because I'm exhausted and didn't want to continue study anymore. I didn't sleep last night. Trying to finish read all the chapters but I skipped about half of 2 chapters. No more energy for me to continue so I just relax and took it easy.

However, I feel kinda good even though I didn't really do well. Why am I feeling this way? First of all, it's because I had tried my very best to study it yesterday. Although I'm not stressed at all this time, at least I haven't turned into someone who is extremely lazy and not hardworking anymore. At least I'm not turning into someone I dislike! The other reason is although I didn't get to read that paper before the exam due to tiredness, I don't feel regret at all. I tried my very best to answer every question. Actually I can't answer many questions which is under the topics that I have already studied. So meaning I have to continue work harder!!! Moreover, many questions need your knowledge from AS cores which I haven't revised at all. But luckily, I managed to remember most of it.

I know I have tried my best and it's more than enough. Although I might feel a bit unfair, it's alright. Now, it's not the competition between each other but with your own future, your own career. I really need to get 'A' for my biology and chemistry for 'A' level. I MUST!!! AS results will be out soon I guess and honestly, I'm worried. I hope it's good news! I think I will cry when I receive my results! I have put a lot more efforts this time compared to last year. So I pray for the best! Please... I'm kinda scared! Man! Even just by saying it now makes me feel like crying already!

Oh well. I think it's time for me to rest now. I have only slept for 3 hours in total since Monday's night at around 7pm. My eyes starting to feel hurt now again.

Til here readers. Gonna rest and wake up at night for chemistry p5 and GP p2 tomorrow again. All the best to everyone! Love you all. And thank God for everything to be fine today!

Love Hui ♥