What a GREAT Day....

Woke up with a heavy headache this morning. I was feeling so not well and sleepy for the whole morning. Good timing eh? In order not to affect my exam, I took medicine and was feeling okay after that.

Chemistry practical, I don't know what to say about it... I blanked a lot of questions!! About 8 questions!!! Some of the questions are important and carry many marks. I don't know whether I know how to answer them or not. I just skipped them and went to question 2. I didn't have time to think at all. Both questions are hell so long! Managed to finish all the procedures but I didn't have time to go back to think for the rest...

When Mr.Roland asked us to stop, I just closed the booklet. Not even trying to write anything more. Mood was bad until I forgot to off my Bunsen burner and said by Mr.Roland. *sigh* I expected that I won't be able to finish the exam in time when I was doing question 2, looking at the clock and getting emotional. Once the booklet was being taken by the examiner, tears were full in my eyes straight away. Talked to ting about it and controlled myself hard for not crying first.

At the lobby area, a Malay old lady saw my teary eyes and said "kasien." I just put on a quick smile and walked away. At the waiting area, I can't stand it anymore and started to cry. Trying hard to control and just wanna go back home fast! But unfortunately, my car came only at 5pm. I waited for about 45minutes, crying alone quietly.

Once I got in the car, I cried out loud and talked to jong and wani about it. Was better after that but still highly unstable. Now I really don't know whether I should still sit for my chemistry paper one and two since I'm sure I'm going to retake it in October/November. I don't have the heart to study anymore right now. What should I do? Anyone?

Now playing bad day mix... =(
*headache is back*

Love Hui ♥