Time Will Be The Best Healer!

Well, I skipped school the last 3 days to stay at home, studying for my biology AS exam which is today. I woke up early in the morning that three days. I had my breakfast everyday and after that, I studied non-stop. Although my studying speed still kinda slow, it's better than nothing. I walked around the house in order to stay awake until my foot got hurt. I went to sleep when I get tired and studied when I'm not. Even when I went to bed at night, I continue studying until asleep because I know I will be dreaming on bed for a long time before I fall asleep. So why don't I continue studying on bed instead of wasting time dreaming? I enjoyed studying at home these few days so much until I don't feel like going to school anymore. I wanna aim for the best this time because I really don't wanna retake again in October/November. But I can't. I have to go school and do all my homework. I have a lot waiting for me now. LOL

Honestly I felt kinda healthy and good. YES!! I'm an unhealthy person! Studies always come first in my life. *I know I'm weird* But now I feel regret for not taking enough good care of myself the last few years. I have received some mails saying about sleeping late and not having breakfast decrease your brain power. I believe it now. I hope it's not too late for me to make a change now. My body is getting real old nowadays. For my bright future, I have to be healthy to have the best conditions when having my exams! When you're healthy, you'll feel good and perform your exams better!!!

Anyway, about my biology paper2 today, it was just okay. For me, I think it's better than last time. At least I know what have I written. But I still don't feel confident that I can get an "A" for it. The word "correlation" appears in one question and I was confused about the meaning. Even though it's just a 2 marks question, but it really makes me kinda down. If you're not lucky, 2marks can decide everything. I feel worried for my results. To tell the truth, I do feel like crying. But my tears just won't flow out. I think I will cry out loud if I don't manage to get an "A" again this time.

Well, no use crying over split milk. I'm fine now. Time is the best healer. Instead of getting disappointed about it, why don't I spend more time and put in more efforts for other papers? Next will be my biology practical. I got a "D" last time and I hope to improve it this time. I don't ask for more, a "B" will do.

God, I believe in you and please continue to bless me for the best!!! I LOVE YOU!
All the best to everyone as well!

Love Hui ♥