There Go One More Mistake

I had my biology paper 3 yesterday. Same as paper 2, it's better than last year. But again, I'm not happy about it. For question one, we need to record the time taken for the food test. I was not careful enough in reading the question and so I didn't record it. However, biology teacher came to check my answers when there was still 10 minutes left. He told me my mistake and asked me not to panic and redo one more time. He told me I still have time. I did redo it. But while waiting for the colour change, I went back to do my last question. I thought the colour won't change that fast because I waited quite a long time when I do it for the first time. Unfortunately, after finished my last question, I looked at all the test tubes in the water bath and shocked! Three of them had already changed their colour. What I can do was just estimate the time taken for it.

I blame myself for it. I was given the second chance but still, I did it wrong! Why am I so stupid and careless? Why can't I finish the food test first before doing the last question?

Well，this is not the only careless mistake that I made. There's one question asking me to describe and explain the graph I had drawn. The graph is about distance diffused and time. But you know what the fuck did I write? I wrote about temperature and rate of diffusion. Just because the question before the graph is about temperature, I messed up my mind!

I got extremely mad at myself until tears dropped when on way home. I hope my brother didn't see it. Anyway, that time I really hope my mum was beside me. I wanna tell her!! When I reached home, my mum wasn't at home. I went to my room sadly. When I heard the sound of my mother's car, I rushed downstairs and told my mum about it. I cried loudly and scared my mum. I told her everything. Mum said even if I cry, I can't redo and change the answer already. Mum said just retake it again in October/November. She said it's okay for her to pay all the money and everything. After talked, I feel extremely better and no more crying! Thanks mum for helping me always when I need you!! *I did feel myself as a small kid of course*

Well, I cried just because the God gave me the second chance and I ruined it!!! I really wanna hit myself! I went to sleep early after bathed because I didn't have enough sleep the previous night. Eyes were burning but when I went to my bed, I can't sleep. No idea why!? I woke up at around 5am. Midnight headache attacked me again. It hurt me badly and so I didn't go to school today again. *sigh*

God, thanks for giving me the second chance but I'm sorry I still did it wrong....

Love Hui ♥