JUST STOP, PLEASE!!

Recently, my blog is getting more and more emotional! I know... I don't really like to post them out but I have no choice. I really need to relieve all the bad things out!! If you don't like it then just leave it and don't read!!!

Exams have been going on for a week now. JUST A WEEK! I still have about 6 weeks + more to go but I feel like I have been fighting for my exams for a long time already. I'm so damn tired!!! I really hope everything would stop for a while, even just for a little while. I want to rest and I'm really so stressed out! I have no idea I still can tolerate this stressful life for how long...

I have no comment for my GP papers but mostly FAIL! Maths? I think a grade C or D for me? Mr. Chan is so going to kill me. If I could, I really hope to give up but no way!! I have gone so far already. I have to continue to fight for it. But can I do it? Can I really make it? My body is getting more and more weak. I'm getting more stupid now. My brain power has decreased so much. I keep forget what I have studied!!

Headache keeps attacking me nowadays and no exception for last night when I was revising my maths. Actually I'm kinda okay all the times but when it comes to late at night, before I fall asleep, I become extremely emotional and keep thinking about negative stuffs. Either about studies or unnecessary stuffs! I don't know why!? Last night was even creepier. I talked to myself, asking myself not to be scared and not to be stressed about the maths exam. It's just a test. No big deal in failing it. But still, tears dropped and when I was trying hard to sleep, my stomach suddenly felt not good! I felt like vomiting and it made me can't sleep. It was already 3+am and I didn't have much times to waste. I just wanna sleep but it just won't leave me alone.

I know everyone is going to call me a crying baby again. But WHO CARES!? I rather to be a crying baby I also don't want to have mental problem. Crying is just a way to relieve my stress. I don't want to keep everything inside.

Arghhhh........sorry for everyone who love me. I'll be alright! NO WORRIES!!!

Love Hui ♥